Dear Diary

I will change into a pink babydoll soon and we will spend the day all cuddled up snug in Aunt Sandy's bed and watch the snow fall. The girls can't have sex with me until my birthday but we do kiss a lot and they play with my nipples until I am so horny I have to run and masturbate. I love my life here so much.

12/04/2001

I am so sorry my diary; I have been away so long. I have learned so much though. About leather, latex and satin fetish and the psychology of domination. I spend my days just being a dainty little satin princess or attired in incredible leathers. I help out around the house and help make the meals at times. We always sit down and have dinner together and it is a loving family I have become a part of.

Aunt Sandy took many photos of my face and gave them to a doctor who made other photos from them. The doctor gave us ten photos and my Aunt told me to make a choice I would live with for life. The faces were all gorgeous and I fell in love with one that looked like a cross between Cindy Margolis and the porn star Jenna Jameson. That will be my face once I am finished. The hormones were stopped but I have enough tissue for the surgeon to work with. My aunt gave me a choice a C, D, DD or DDD cup and round or teardrop implants. I have decided to go with round DDD cups and to continue to train my waist so I can become such a bombshell I will look like a fetish cartoon!

I have lost a lot of weight and always wear a corset now all the time and can get it closed to 22 inches. I am just so excited by it all. Just one more month and I will begin the operations!

02/30/2002

January was a long and very painful month. I was in Boston General for most of the month. The doctors told me I had done very well. There had been very little bleeding and I would heal quickly. My entire face was wrapped in bandages and my chest felt like a truck had run over me. I could feel an odd pressure on my chest. My buttocks were also very sore from the implants that would give me an ass.